Tuesday, September 13, 2011

We just want love

Wow, its been a while. I figure now is as good a time as any to write because I'm not feeling depressed or forlorn. Two of my favorite writing moods.

Quite a bit has happened. I've graduated. I've gotten a job. I'm at college.

I am there. And I've been here for what feels like a really long while.

Where to start, where to start. Well, right now I'm watching the moon set behind the mountains and the way it hits the clouds would inspire even the most cynical to poetry. There are so many different things I could write. But I don't quite know where to begin. Basically, all I wanted to do with this post is get started again. This is my warm up, per se. To dabble my toes in the blogging world again and become comfortable with writing. I've gotten a little nervous these past few weeks because there has been a lot of pressure to write well.

I also just wanted to say hello to everyone! "And all I could say was hello."

It is getting late and I've got some cookie dough that needs eating, so I will talk to you again. Soon I hope. I miss my language. The way my mind would clear up when I phrased something just the way I wanted. I've tried here, but it all ends up in my thought book and I really don't know how to start writing it out on here. Due to my location, a fair amount of it is spiritual and I don't quite know how to put that all down yet. Then there are all my other issues that I KNOW I don't want to write yet. A good amount of it I don't want to express. At all. Yes, a good amount of that is denial but if I don't address it, it might just go away.

UGH My brain is tied in trying to figure out how to express everything I want! I'll brainstorm some ideas and then we'll go from there. For the mean time, good night.

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